Saturday, November 15, 2014

Bodies and Trees


Are we our bodies?
We are our bodies.  
I saw a dead body 
and it certainly wasn't him.

What was it?  It was a body, 
not a person?  
It used to be a person 
but now it's a dead person.  
Very different.

When you see a coastal redwood
fallen
in a grove,
you don't think, "oh that used to be a tree." 
It's still a tree.
A fallen tree,
a dead tree,
but still a tree.

With bodies it's different.
A fallen human
is a dead human
is very different from a living human,
a standing human.

Our bodies ourselves,
we are the cells
and organs and
neurons and
synapses firings and
chemicals and
hormones and
bacteria.
And D. N. A.
We are our DNA. Experts say, 
so...

Dead bodies,
still the DNA,
still the cells,
still the blood
just sitting there in the pipes.
None of the humanity though, 
Still body. 
Not person.

Still 
in fake smiles 
and shrunken fingers,
so...

It's not just that
then is it?

Certainly it's not a soul
we have.
We apes
who are direct descendants
complicatedly selected
from from a million generations,
way back to great great great great grandmother
dividing organic molecule
on early earth.
Our souls are not more special
than the coastal redwoods
or virus influenza.
It took them
just as long to get here
as it took us. 
Just as earth-y as you and me. 
Because we can think
we think we have a special something
that sets us apart? 
No, souls have nothing to do
with our bodies or ourselves.

When we die,
it's because of our bodies.
Our bodies for some reason or other
can not sustain our life.
Our bodies are our own
life support system.
We only finally fizzle out
when the churning
and bubbling
comes to a steam train hissing stop.

Are we then,
the product of our bodies in motion?  
Like an electro magnet,
only producing a field
when the magnet gets
pushed past the copper wiring?
If there is no motion,
there is no life.  
Our heart stops.  
Our brain stops.  
Our cells stop
pushing us through the field generator that 
gives us ourselves.  
When our bodies stop, 
we stop being.

So it's not just the cells, 
it's not just the DNA, 
it's the cells and 
the DNA and 
the blood and 
the electricity in motion. 
It's the water being drawn up the roots, the 
putting out of needles, the 
photosynthesizing, the 
growing one ring every year, the 
capillary action.  
Action! 
In action!  
Inaction is death, being 
in action is being.  

For us bodies
and for those trees.  
Life is action.

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